So I have decided I hate mornings. I am not a morning person, I shouldnt be allowed to wake up before 10am. lol. Okay seriouslly I know that isnt the case when you have three young children and a puppy but sometimes I find it so hard to go to bed, last night for example. It was date night we got a babysitter and then went out for a few hours, so nice to spend time alone. But then we get home and I drive the babysitter home and when I get home, hubby is in bed because he has to work in the morning so its quiet the dog isnt bugging me I decide to clean up the downstairs. I am pretty sure I went to bed around 230am. I was tired but I was enjoying the quiet of the house.

Then today I get up, we have an okay morning but I dont like mornings it takes me so long to wake up and be a semi pleasent person to be around.

The puppy niped my mouth when I was trying to teach her kisses not bites, it hurt so bad and I tried so hard not to cry, Hubby was looking at me and said I cant look at mommy anymore because he could see how much pain I was in and he doesnt like to see me in pain.

Then took hubby to work, took the twins to daycare, came home, put the puppy out she got tangled up and I had to rescue her. Then I made what felt 101 calls to try and find a daycare as I am off MatLeave in like 3 weeks so that means either I have to go back to work or be a bum that doesnt add to the household. My expectations not my hubbys. Im sure he would be fine with whatever I decieded to do but I dont think e.I. is going to let me go back to school. I have had so many problems lately with everything government related that I am just not sure if it will happen.

Anyways I should get back to my phone calls and cleaning but thanks for listening.