Well I spent two whole days in childs hospital a few days ago. Why because my middle child had to have surgery.

Now I feel tired, lazy unwilling to do anything.

I know I should sleep. I kow I should clean. Both of these options are just not as fun as sitting on my bum doing nothing but listening to my baby make farting sounds with her mouth. Its really freakin cute.

So tonight we had fish... I think I finally found something asides ground beef and pork ribs that I can cook really freakin good.

Im kinda stressed out. Kids have all been cranky lately. Baby is teething again, oldest has my horrible attitude, and middle child well as I said he had surgery, he is sucky and crabby. That along with the new found information that I have to find a place to live in 5 weeks for myself and my kids my hubby and our nephew. and of course the puppy.

I have two places Im looking, one I am going to tomorrow for an "open house" I really just want to know we have a place, I think once I know that we have a place that we can afford, the stress of the fact of having the pack up all over again and move will be just a little less.

I still cant believe we are being kicked out because we have kids. I mean really I dont care that we have to leave, but those terms are jsut wrong. we pay rent on time, we pay our bills, we take care of our home. But at the saem time. This house was where my mother lived first. I always said I didnt want to live somewhere where I knew someone else had lived, it wouldnt really feel like my home, it was always feel like I was just living in their shadow. I know it sounds kinda weird.

Anyways if anyone hears of a house for rent, or is going to be renting a house. 3 or 4 bedroms with a basement(full), backyard(fenced) and a washer and dryer. Perferable carpet, perfer to have a garage AND really dont want to be in the north end. Will take G.C. Ek WK, elmwood, transcona, st.b, st james, st vital(old) RIVER HEIGHTS maybe wolsley.

Anyways Im tired and have about 4 laundry baskets of laundry to fold and put away.

Thanks for listening as always.

Jenna